morning white light on a paper bag

morning white light and the day has just begun. all things are washed away to a clear indistinct wash of colour that has not yet become strong enough to define itself as a colour. watching 'girl with a pearl earring' with m. going to drive as a test tomorrow down palenville mountain in the catskills and not crash the bus nor watch the scene afraid and alone, but as a driver who is control. my mantra? don't hurl yourself off the side of the cliff, nor into the side of the cliff rising like a giant beside you. my mantra. i shall not fear, tho i drive through the valley of the catskills and into the port authority terminal, tho i should drive into the suburbs of the lost land of long island, i shall not fear for i have the jake brake in hand.
gwape... hmmm... not a real word, but is it? the acronym to the above movie that we are watching.... gwaping at, i suppose. m just told me that vermeer is played by the character actor, colin firth, but i believe it to be gary sinise. long ago, whenever a certain friend and i could not ascertain or remember the name of a certain male actor in a movie, we claimed it to be gary sinise, as gary sinise seemed to have a role in nearly any movie that you can think of, the everyday mensch. this could be gary sinise with long hair. gotta be gary sinise.
another favourite common misnomer that i enjoy spouting about besides gary sinise omnipresence, is the fact that ralph (pronounced ralph, like its spelled, not the namby pamby, fake falutin' 'rayf') fiennes and liam neeson are in fact, one and the same person. one actor, two stage names, c'mon, have you ever seen the two in one movie together?
the white light collects on this certain paper bag and becomes a bit more distinct, showing its edges and that it is already white.